This is the problem with amazing developers. 🥵
They inspire you to try to be like them, to reach their level. You feel motivated and reach higher! Until you are dropping money on things that you have neither time nor skills to actually do.
Surround yourself with people better than you are, smarter than you, more talented, bigger hearts. That rubs off, and maybe someday you can be as awesome as any of them. 🤩